Tuesday, 15 April 2014

Jotting it up...

    Been long since it felt like taking up the pen and writing it all down. The thoughts that drift by, those that strike hard, those that brush by gently. All of them  summed up and concise to the point of no return. Every passing second something changes subtly or drastically in us. Some or the other change is always constantly in function. A question arises then why do we keep changing? Every moment we change Why? Perhaps its as it is supposed to be. Anyways nothing in the world is the same. Every minuscule particle in motion, changing.. But then the striking thought comes. The one that says all of it. "All that is, is said to be nothing but mere manifestation of our thought". If it is so many myriad realms of possibilities lying around. The sheer wonder of every moment comes to the fore. The word simply vanishes into thin air. Magic, fantasy, lore all seem rational and probable. Keep an eye on those dwindling thoughts. Let them out on a leash. To keep a tab on all that goes in and out of this brain. Marvellous events yet to unfold seem close by and real. A single emotion then swells up. gratitude. For being alive, for being in this realm. Cursing, complaining go out of the window. Cringing is not an option. it is mere stupidity. Seems so foolish to be grumbling over a broken heart. What misery do we know. The world we live in is in fact a a far better place than the mythical paradise. All it take sis a dash of positivity. That's all it takes to make it greener. To make it more lovable. bestowed with the ability to love. Why not use it to maximum. A deep breath I take as I write, makes me feel free, feel fresh. aloof of all miseries and shortcomings those seemed so acute, just moments ago. Every individual that you pass by. Why don't you smile.. :)? A beautiful countenance is none but the one with the brightest smile. How much love there is to offer in this world. Smile people smile.

    The wondrous events unfolding around us. The many little poems on childhood remind you of the days gone by. One when the little drop of rain glimmering through the rainy hazy window would bring cheer. The ability to wonder, to be happy for the smallest of things is the biggest blessing one could receive. At times it feels people come near you only to open up. To share their heartfelt love. Isn't the world beautiful. For every thought of love and vibrance, there comes a springing horde of cynics to weed it out. All you need to do is bless them. And truly mean it. To mean good for others is truly a tough task. But it isn't impossible at all. Ignore the bad, for it is nothing but misguided thought. All it takes is a moment. As in the movie-'The Vow' you hear of the 'moments of impact'. It is these millions and zillions of moments which sum up to build the wondrous monument people call life. To control anger is the toughest of all. It springs into action, uncalled for. it is very easy to talk of anger management and other such paraphernalia. but it is difficult. Because anger is a raw emotion, as raw as love. Yes, it isn't different from love, for it is felt intensely too. Let those dreams of happiness come true. I am trying, let us all try too. To be happy and to forgive. Not easy it is but neither impossible too... :D

Monday, 14 April 2014

Ending your life?

Ending it up. Taking up your life. Seems the only option left at times. The easiest one. Isn't it? When you feel cornered, all alone. When the smallest of comments tick you. Nobody cares. But is it so? Is it so easy to give up the thing, the gift of life. To leave this abode for some unknown destination. Not thinking clearly is the reason at times. The moments. The moments define your life. Let them pass. The moments if trepidation. It seems hopeless and mindless to live on. It is so easy to give up. The friends who once seemed clos and a support seems distant and hostile. The bleary worls comes rushing in to devour you. But for a moment, take a deep breath. Let it out. The feeling subsides. Try it. Now is he moment. All troubles, however great seem insignificant when you weigh it against the fact that you are alive. This very moment a heart beats in your rib cage. Beating hard and fast. Every whiff of air that goes inside your lungs. Feel it. Feel the process that keeps you alive and kicking. You simply have no right to snuff it out. No right to end it. No matter how desperate you get. It is not an option.
Think of your parents, yiur lil brother or the elder sister. The one who tied you a rakhi or the lil one clings on to you. The sun rising every day without fail. The birds that chirp out their heart. The scurrying rabit. Everything that is alive. All needs to be acknowledged. Your life isn't solely yours to take at all. The things people say are mere manifestations of their own lives. It would be pretty tough to think of such things when you are down. Very tough in fact. But it matters. To a person, to a person iut in the world who cares. There is so much more in life left to explore. The clear bkue sky. The clear water. The wide world is so large. One's existence seems so unique yet insignificant in the dynamics of this universe. Think twice. Think if it is worth it. To not be able to experience all the beauty there is to offer in this world. All the things that occur in your life. The feeling of being alive in this body wouldn't be anymore. To even think of it is dreadful. All this seems apt but it isn't so. It takes simple thought. A pause, this is the most important thing everywhere. To take a pause at times, ponder and then act. Life is precious. Not to be given up or taken away at will. Live it till it lasts. Live it to the fullest. For you. To somebody, to everybody, realise it and live on...